Proposal.....

Things have been a bit hectic since I last left a note. I can't tell you in order how things have happened as I'm stupid and do not remember things very well ha ha!

Some things have not been so great, like one Saturday I had an awful day, I had fun in 2 ways and they were that I met Lyndsey for the 1st time and i got to go shopping, but everything else was a disaster.
  I was in Asda with my mate and her dad, we were buying booze for a night in, and some one spat over the banister right on to my head, I was absolutely fuming mad!
  It was also raining that day so my beautiful curls I had through my hair washed out and I looked like I had been dragged through a hedge backwards, I pride my self highly on how I look and I was not looking good at all this day!
  Later that night after I had my fave meal, spag bol, I started getting some serious pains in my tummy, I am used to pain in my tummy as I always seem to have a problem with it, but this was so much worse, as time wore on the pain got worse and worse and I ended up laying on my back on the floor with my feet near my bum, I was wearing a dress so my fiancee covered me with a quilt. eventually the pain got too much to cope with and I started crying, Joel then realised that this was serious and he phoned for an ambulance as I literally could not move, when the paramedics came they gave me gas and air so they could move me to the ambulance, all the drama of this day was wearing me thin and i thought "god can this day get any worse", any way we got to the hospital and they did some tests on me and luckily I was OK, I had a water infection nearing my kidneys hence all the pain, they put me on antibiotics and sent me off home.
  As I was staying at my mates house this night we headed back there, I then had my other mate having a flipping fit because no one wanted to drink with her, I could not as I had to take my antibiotics right away but she made me not take it and made me drink so I did as she wanted.
  At around 3 in the morning my mates wondered down to the spar to get some wine for me to drink and Katie who was paying for it did not get lemonade to go with it. I was not too happy as I can not drink wine straight.
  So Katie then started having a fit with me because she had spent "so much money" on me, (no offence as I am grateful for her buying the wine for me but it only cost her 10 quid for 2 bottles!), she was f'ing and blinding all over the place and i was really upset, She thought I was asleep while she did all this shouting her mouth off but I was curled up to Joel biting my own tongue so hard so I didn't say anything back to her! eventually she buggered of to bed and I had my moaning session to everyone about her attitude!

On to a more happier note I have had a couple of excellent things happen for me,


The first excellent thing that has happened is my wonderful partner proposed to me. I personally would not change the way he did it as it was not romantic at all, not like the dream proposal that every woman wants. He got down on one knee in the K2 night club and whispered in my ear asking me to marry him, I obviously said yes!

The second fantastic thing is that my half sister Lyndsey found us through face book and I got the chance too meet up with her after 13 years of not seeing her. She is a fantastic young woman now and I am over the moon that I have her in my life!

Joel and me have tickets curtsy of his sister Fran, she gave us both these for our birthdays, they are tickets to the Alhambra to see Joseph and the Technicolour dream coat, we are heading to see that this Friday. I am excited about that as before we go there Joel is taking me out for a meal, which will be really lovely. Also this Friday the 2nd Twilight film comes out so we are heading to see that next week which is another thing I can't wait to do hehehehe!
 Life is so busy yet so good that I feel like I am on top of the world every now and then. I still go through depression, it hits like a brick and I take it out on Joel so much but hopefully things will start getting to wear I want them to be.x