It has come to that time of year again were we turn our clocks forward an hour, it has occurred to me recently that it just does not make sense as to why we here in England are the only ones (that I know of) are the ones that have to turn our clocks backwards and forwards, how does this work when the rest of the world does not have to do this?, why is it just our times that have to change?, why bother or if we have to bother why does the rest of the world not follow?, I mean it does not fit in with the whole time and space thing, who ever created time changing in England must have been on something. I just can not work out why this happens.
It does get on my nerves because when we go to bed tonight we are loosing an hours sleep basically. At the start of "summer" we put our clocks forward so that it is darker in the morning and lighter at night, at the end of summer we put the clocks back so its lighter in the morning and darker at night, why not just leave it so its darker in the morning and Lighter at night all the time or vise versa? why change it to fit the seasons and our moods? this is what it feels like to me as everyone hates winter, so basically they are saying that we are depressed with winter any way why not make it worse for us and make it dark earlier then give them brighter longer days in the summer, JUST WHY BOTHER?!!!!
Its like researching the universe and beyond our ozone layer, yes it would be interesting to know if there are other life forms out there that are like us but why waste money we have not got doing it? why put in billions and billions of pounds to find something out when we will never ever be able to visit or intereact with these life forms any way. There is so much going on on the planet that we live on, why not use that money to fix all the problems here rather than focasing on an unrealistic dream of finding other life forms on other planets that are millions and millions of lightyears away. Lets be honest here, it is a waste of resorces looking in to this even if it is interesting it is a waste. I love the stars and the universe just as much as the next person, I love to know the new things they find and things like that, thats fine, there is still so much to learn about our own universe and yet these idiots with more money than chuffing sense are constantly blowing fortunes on something they will never be able to figure out :-(
If these people do want to throw their money away then throw it in our direction, throw it towards the people that live day by day on pennys, this world that we live on is falling apart at the seams and these idiots looking through giat telescopes don't seem to care about the people on Earth, I think they need a reality check to see whats going on around them closer to home rather than whats going on around them millions and millions of lightyears away.
If these people actually threw their money towards us poor people then maybe just maybe we might be able to afford to surrvive in this world, with everything risin faster than the oceans levels its getting harder for people to be able to afford so much as perscriptions and dentle treatment, its no wonder britain is commonly known for everyone having bad teeth, we cant afford the bleeding treatment that is why! I know from personal experiance I have really really bad teeth, I could never afford to have them done privately, I need mine done on the NHS just so I can have a lovely smile. If we all had more money brought to us then taxes wouldn't rise, the NHS wouldnt be struggling, food and petrol cost would not be rediculasly expensive, hell even buying clothes brand new these days is stupid. I really strongly believe that the people of this world who actually have money to throw away should start helping their own planet out before looking in to other planets! I personally do not care if there is another earth out there some were, I care about the earth that we bloody well live on! its as simple as that really.
Any way I have a party to go to so I shall bid you all farewell for now and I may come back with more ranting later if your lucky :-P
Saturday, 30 March 2013
Friday, 29 March 2013
New Beginnings,
Last night I waffled on about a lot of troubles that I have had dealt to me, I know I waffle a lot on here but I feel it is the only place I can be free to say as I please, without making people cross with me.
I do have good story's to tell too, my sister-in-law and I get on a lot better these days, she has been a wonderful help to me with the boys and I really don't know how I would have managed without her, I feel extremely lucky to have all my in-laws around as they are fabulous people and are really good with me.
Baby Harry at 5 months old ^^^^^^^^^^^^
This is my second beautiful little man, Harry, he is a lovely happy little baby and so podgy, he is such a cutie and he absolutely loves his big brother Charlie, Charlie can have Harry laughing his little head off like no other, it is really a very proud moment for me to sit there and watch my 2 beautiful boys laughing together and Charlie giving Harry lots of kisses and cuddles, Charlie loves to have baby Harry cuddles on the sofa.
Charlie and Baby harry having snuggles on the sofa ^^^^^^^
I have a lot to be thankful for, I know this, but one thing I cant forgive or forget is the fact that my own useless and pathetic excuse for a dad has not even met Baby Harry, he has been over to Keighley many times and stayed at my sisters house but not drove the 2 minutes up the road to come meet his second Grandson. It breaks my heart that me and my boys mean next to nothing where my family are concerned, just because my sister is having twin boys does not mean that my boys are any less important (so I thought) but ho hum what can I do, I think they are better off away from any thing and anyone that can hurt them yet I feel they would blame me in later life if I kept them from having my side of the family, its a no win situation.
Any way I need sleep so I am going to get of for now and hopefully get a good nights sleep :D night night.xx
I do have good story's to tell too, my sister-in-law and I get on a lot better these days, she has been a wonderful help to me with the boys and I really don't know how I would have managed without her, I feel extremely lucky to have all my in-laws around as they are fabulous people and are really good with me.
This is my second beautiful little man, Harry, he is a lovely happy little baby and so podgy, he is such a cutie and he absolutely loves his big brother Charlie, Charlie can have Harry laughing his little head off like no other, it is really a very proud moment for me to sit there and watch my 2 beautiful boys laughing together and Charlie giving Harry lots of kisses and cuddles, Charlie loves to have baby Harry cuddles on the sofa.
I have a lot to be thankful for, I know this, but one thing I cant forgive or forget is the fact that my own useless and pathetic excuse for a dad has not even met Baby Harry, he has been over to Keighley many times and stayed at my sisters house but not drove the 2 minutes up the road to come meet his second Grandson. It breaks my heart that me and my boys mean next to nothing where my family are concerned, just because my sister is having twin boys does not mean that my boys are any less important (so I thought) but ho hum what can I do, I think they are better off away from any thing and anyone that can hurt them yet I feel they would blame me in later life if I kept them from having my side of the family, its a no win situation.
Any way I need sleep so I am going to get of for now and hopefully get a good nights sleep :D night night.xx
Thursday, 28 March 2013
Were to start.....
I am very much aware that it has been like a year since I last posted, not that it matters as I don't think anyone even checks my blog anyway :S think I'm more using it as a diary than anything else as no one I know actually follows it.
Any way, since the last time, as you know I moved in to my new house and I was pregnant, well that was last year, I now have another beautiful bouncing baby boy, Harry, thankfully he has not had any health issues like Charlie did, he is such a happy little man, born October the 12th 2012 at half past 11pm weighing 8lb 7oz, he was delivered with the aid of forceps, I had no drugs in my system by the time he was coming, the midwife didn't have time to give me the epidural I wanted so I had to make do.
Charlie is wonderful, he is 2 years old now, I am applying for him to start nursery as he needs to socialize with other children his own age, he is a wonderful big brother, we have only had a couple of incidents with Charlie hurting Harry, nothing major just Charlie not been careful enough.
I don't know if I have ever pointed out in previous posts but it has come to my attention and it is something I care to share, I met Joel on Friday 19th June 2009, I had Charlie on Friday 3rd September 2010 and Harry came on Friday 12th October 2012. I now call my boys my 3 Fridays. I find it very bizarre that Friday seems to be my lucky day, especially when I think about the fact that Charlie was 8 days late and Harry 3 days early, it feels like fate had this one dealt for me.
Joel and I are planning to get married 10th of June 2015, we naturally picked this date as we wanted to mark the day as our lucky day, so the 10th of June 2015 is....... you guessed it........ a Friday. I can not wait to finally marry Joel though I am a little apprehensive at becoming "Mrs Grainger".
I have had more downs than I have had ups these last few weeks, it all started when I found out (not for the first time) that my own sister had been saying things about me and my boys behind my back, I am so sick of people talking behind my back, I mean get real, if you have a problem with me then tell me, don't spread crap because that just makes you a 2 faced back stabber!! Anyway she had told someone that I do not bath my boys, as when she puts them in the bath they scream and create, it might not seem bad to a lot of you but that to me was down right horrible, not to mention a lie, naturally this someone informed me that this had been said, so I confronted my sister, a massive blazing row occurred over the whole event and I ended up saying some things that probably shouldn't have been said, I am not going in to what I said to her as I said it in the heat of an argument, know that what I said was rather harsh but not as harsh as what she did to me, you see my logic is this, Shelley went spreading lies to other people behind my back, now if this person that told me had phoned social services instead of saying something to me then I would have been monitored by the social workers, I have nothing to hide so that wouldn't bother me, what bothers me is that my own sister could have been the cause and personally there is no going back from that, even though I should not have said false accusations to my sister, I take comfort in the fact that I said them to HER not other people, the problem is, she took it COMPLETELY the wrong way (as blonds do) and twisted it to make me out to be a right evil bitch, I know for FACT that she was telling people that I had said this Extremely horrible thing that I would never ever ever say and going on about all the things I had said (even things I hadn't said which she had pulled out of thin air) but not once did she tell any of them what she had done to me.
I had her best friend send me emails bitching and having a go at me when she only had one side of the story, she was not interested in anything I said, she just wanted to insult me despite that what she thought was true wasn't! My mum, bless her, stayed neutral through the whole thing, she never took sides, she kind of did make it about her self by telling us that we are depressing her further by not talking to one and other but I was not going to say sorry for Shelley spreading untrue stories and lies and twisting things to make her sound the victim in the whole incident, I am not even going to sit here and let people think I am a victim, yes I was wronged but I also was in the wrong by saying certain things that shouldn't have been said, even if they are true its not my place to interfere, the fact that Shelley took things completely the wrong way by what I said is not my fault, I tried really hard to explain to her that what she THOUGHT I said was not what I said and I certainly did not intend on her taking things that way but I gave her the shot gun didn't I, because she took what I said the wrong way she had everyone eating out the palms of her hands!
This incident made Shelley delete me as a friend on Facebook, she declined my wedding invite, my Ann Summers invite and Joel's 30th birthday invite, she also removed Joel as a friend on Facebook too!
Because she had done this to me, I told her to plan her own baby shower, why in gods green earth should I do something for someone like that, I mean I was giving up my home, I would have been left with all the cleaning, the planning, the shopping and the decorating why should I, so in return she cancelled the shower as I had created it originally and could not be removed and she recreated it without inviting me. (By the way Shelley is pregnant with twin boys)
Eventually, slowly, we started talking again, both avoiding talking about the fall out, but still I got no invite to the baby shower, I don't know if I can trust her any more, as I stated earlier this one was not the first time she had spread crap behind my back, I may not be a perfect mum but I am a bloody good one, I do everything I can for my boys and more, I could not do any better if I tried.
Oh bloody hell, as usual when I get on here time flies away with me its going on 5am so I best be off to bed. will finish of my story telling tomorrow evening, not that it matters as I said in the beginning, its not like I have people sat there biting their nails waiting to see what I write. LOL.
Night Night Bloggers.x
Any way, since the last time, as you know I moved in to my new house and I was pregnant, well that was last year, I now have another beautiful bouncing baby boy, Harry, thankfully he has not had any health issues like Charlie did, he is such a happy little man, born October the 12th 2012 at half past 11pm weighing 8lb 7oz, he was delivered with the aid of forceps, I had no drugs in my system by the time he was coming, the midwife didn't have time to give me the epidural I wanted so I had to make do.
Charlie is wonderful, he is 2 years old now, I am applying for him to start nursery as he needs to socialize with other children his own age, he is a wonderful big brother, we have only had a couple of incidents with Charlie hurting Harry, nothing major just Charlie not been careful enough.
I don't know if I have ever pointed out in previous posts but it has come to my attention and it is something I care to share, I met Joel on Friday 19th June 2009, I had Charlie on Friday 3rd September 2010 and Harry came on Friday 12th October 2012. I now call my boys my 3 Fridays. I find it very bizarre that Friday seems to be my lucky day, especially when I think about the fact that Charlie was 8 days late and Harry 3 days early, it feels like fate had this one dealt for me.
Joel and I are planning to get married 10th of June 2015, we naturally picked this date as we wanted to mark the day as our lucky day, so the 10th of June 2015 is....... you guessed it........ a Friday. I can not wait to finally marry Joel though I am a little apprehensive at becoming "Mrs Grainger".
I have had more downs than I have had ups these last few weeks, it all started when I found out (not for the first time) that my own sister had been saying things about me and my boys behind my back, I am so sick of people talking behind my back, I mean get real, if you have a problem with me then tell me, don't spread crap because that just makes you a 2 faced back stabber!! Anyway she had told someone that I do not bath my boys, as when she puts them in the bath they scream and create, it might not seem bad to a lot of you but that to me was down right horrible, not to mention a lie, naturally this someone informed me that this had been said, so I confronted my sister, a massive blazing row occurred over the whole event and I ended up saying some things that probably shouldn't have been said, I am not going in to what I said to her as I said it in the heat of an argument, know that what I said was rather harsh but not as harsh as what she did to me, you see my logic is this, Shelley went spreading lies to other people behind my back, now if this person that told me had phoned social services instead of saying something to me then I would have been monitored by the social workers, I have nothing to hide so that wouldn't bother me, what bothers me is that my own sister could have been the cause and personally there is no going back from that, even though I should not have said false accusations to my sister, I take comfort in the fact that I said them to HER not other people, the problem is, she took it COMPLETELY the wrong way (as blonds do) and twisted it to make me out to be a right evil bitch, I know for FACT that she was telling people that I had said this Extremely horrible thing that I would never ever ever say and going on about all the things I had said (even things I hadn't said which she had pulled out of thin air) but not once did she tell any of them what she had done to me.
I had her best friend send me emails bitching and having a go at me when she only had one side of the story, she was not interested in anything I said, she just wanted to insult me despite that what she thought was true wasn't! My mum, bless her, stayed neutral through the whole thing, she never took sides, she kind of did make it about her self by telling us that we are depressing her further by not talking to one and other but I was not going to say sorry for Shelley spreading untrue stories and lies and twisting things to make her sound the victim in the whole incident, I am not even going to sit here and let people think I am a victim, yes I was wronged but I also was in the wrong by saying certain things that shouldn't have been said, even if they are true its not my place to interfere, the fact that Shelley took things completely the wrong way by what I said is not my fault, I tried really hard to explain to her that what she THOUGHT I said was not what I said and I certainly did not intend on her taking things that way but I gave her the shot gun didn't I, because she took what I said the wrong way she had everyone eating out the palms of her hands!
This incident made Shelley delete me as a friend on Facebook, she declined my wedding invite, my Ann Summers invite and Joel's 30th birthday invite, she also removed Joel as a friend on Facebook too!
Because she had done this to me, I told her to plan her own baby shower, why in gods green earth should I do something for someone like that, I mean I was giving up my home, I would have been left with all the cleaning, the planning, the shopping and the decorating why should I, so in return she cancelled the shower as I had created it originally and could not be removed and she recreated it without inviting me. (By the way Shelley is pregnant with twin boys)
Eventually, slowly, we started talking again, both avoiding talking about the fall out, but still I got no invite to the baby shower, I don't know if I can trust her any more, as I stated earlier this one was not the first time she had spread crap behind my back, I may not be a perfect mum but I am a bloody good one, I do everything I can for my boys and more, I could not do any better if I tried.
Oh bloody hell, as usual when I get on here time flies away with me its going on 5am so I best be off to bed. will finish of my story telling tomorrow evening, not that it matters as I said in the beginning, its not like I have people sat there biting their nails waiting to see what I write. LOL.
Night Night Bloggers.x
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