Sometimes I wish that Joel, Charlie and I were just that, Joel, Charlie and I, I feel like I wish we didn't know anyone else at all in this world sometimes. If it was just Joel, Charlie and I then we wouldn't have anyone dictating how to do things, what we do with our lives and how to live our lives, we wouldn't have to put up with crap from other people, Joel and I would be lovers and best friends forever and ever without any interference what so ever from anyone else and be free to raise our little boy how we wanted.
Things are really getting me down (as you can tell) but most of all is the sad reality of things, we are still non the wiser about a house as the stupid housing association have postponed their decision making on the houses, we will not find out now till next week, I am so annoyed that nothing seems to be going in the right direction, people say have faith in the new year, new year new start and such like well I say screw you new year you done nowt but annoy the crap out of me!
Secondly I am drastically putting on weight ( it may be still to early to tell but so far I can safely say I'm not pregnant) I think the depression of been stuck in a rut and not knowing what the hell is going to happen is making me feel the need to comfort eat and as I do not get out much I am pretty much a couch potato!
My Little Fella is full of cold again, he was playing with his cousin Natalie when she was full of cold so naturally he caught it (as he has a weak immune system it was bound to happen), you may be thinking "well you know he is poorly and can get ill very quick so why do you not protect him from other people with colds"? well I'll answer, I do what I need to do to keep my family going and I had to go help one of my ladies in my Avon team, I could not take Charlie with me as he was asleep when I had to go so I called on my sister to come to me and sit in with him.
It is funny me feeling like I have to constantly explain my self to every one, I do with my so called family too, I can do nothing right for anyone especially when it concerns my OWN son! I do not know what I did in my past life to suffer so much misery in this one but I'm telling you what ever it was I'm so frigging sorry!
I do wish Joel would be a bit more tactful when talking to me because he makes me feel worse about my self, saying I have blown everything out of proportion and I personally do not think I have, at the end of the day I will not be told by some one else how to behave or how to live my life, I am me and if no one likes me for who I am then that is there problem, I have said it before and I'll say it again, I will not change for anyone but my self!
I do my up most best for my son, I would flipping die for him, he is my world and universe all rolled up into one little boy so anyone dare so much as hint towards saying I am not raising him correctly and you wont know what has flipping hit you! It is no ones right to tell Joel and I how to raise our son, we do what we feel is the best way. At the end of the day it is our prerogative as Charlie's parents to raise him how we see fit, it is not like he is a unhappy little boy, its not like we starve him or don't play with him, we do everything we can to teach him from right and wrong, he has everything he could ever ask for and much more! I would never dream of telling someone how they should raise their children so I expect no one to be telling me how to raise my Child!
If only life were so much simpler then I could be happier, I hate feeling the way I do, I hate feeling like everyone is out to get me and hurt me, I hate all the shit I had in my past because it has made me really paranoid about people, it has made me so I can not trust people to easy, I feel everyone will let me down.
I miss my Uncle John, he used to be there for me all the time, he was my best friend and helped me deal with the crap in my life, he was my shoulder to cry on and now since I met Joel nearly 3 years ago, my Uncle has not been around, he feels that now I have Joel I have some one else I can rely on but I don't, do not get me wrong, Joel is wonderful (when he ain't pissing me off) but he does not understand what I am going through there fore is no help to me at all, I want my Uncle back in my life I need him back in my life, I feel so lost without him, so scared and I don't know what to do.
It ain't like I can ring him as his wife hates me, I think she felt threatened by me, which makes me so frigging angry as it ain't like I'm gunna shack up with my frigging UNCLE for god sake, he is a wonderful man who knows what I have been through and what I am still going through so if she wants to be so frigging sick and pathetic then so be it but she can do it without taking away my best friend!
I feel really sad and depressed and have no one to talk to, I do not know any more, I keep going because of my gorgeous little man but it is difficult to remove all these horrible feelings from inside me, even more so when I feel like Joel don't even care about me!
Anyways, I have had enough for tonight now. I'm gunna go for a cig then bed I think! Ha great ending that lol CIG another thing Joel and I regularly get told of for doing! you would not think that Joel is 28 and I am 25 the way we get treat!
Night peeps.xxx
Tuesday, 31 January 2012
Sunday, 29 January 2012
OH My Lord......
Joel will be ringing the housing people tomorrow to find out why we still have not been given a house, it has become really irritating now that they are taking there sweet time getting us a place to live and not accepting our applications for the house's we are bidding on, so much for been high priority huh! so more on the house hunting in the next few days.
I was informed yesterday by my friend Sam that she will be moving up in my area in like 5 weeks time so I am really excited about that, not only will I have a wonderful friend to see and hang out with but also Charlie will have a play buddy to grow up with and hopefully they will be really good friends, I hope so because Logan is a lovely boy who has a lovely mummy.x
I really can not wait for May, it is taking far too long now and it is taking so long because I am excited bout it, I mean Jeez what does it take for a girl to get what she wants around here!
Talking of getting what one wants, I asked Joel like 10 Min's ago to make me a coffee and he said in a minute and he still sat on his back side playing on the xbox! So bleeding annoying hahahahaha.
I Have hurt my wrist on my left hand side too so it is making it mightily difficult to type without hurting my self, Before anyone asks no i have not been "playing" with myself or anyone else, I sleep cuddling up to my doggy teddy and I hold his paw to fall asleep, last night I don't think I moved much which explains why my wrist is very sore and keeps clicking the bones together, hurts like mad, I went to the pound shop today to buy a wrist support and left the shop got the support out and it was miles too big (considering it was a size Medium) so for the first time ever I returned it back to the pound shop and got my £1 back lol, sad I know but I'm absolutely broke and can't afford to be chucking a £1 away.
Will have to go get one tomorrow though as my wrist is really bad and I can not take the pain much more, Joel keeps telling me to take some pain killers but I wont, possibly because on some level the pain makes me feel something!
I would never do anything to purposely hurt my self but if I have pain I'll put up with it for as long as I can as then I know I am alive and not just Living if you know what I mean! I went 3 days with a really bad headache last week and eye strain in my right eye before I took any pain killers hahahaha.x
Charlie is full of cold, he caught it from his cousin Natalie, I needed a baby sitter for an hour and our Shelley was the only person available so she came up with Natalie and obviously due to Charlies weak immune system he is highly prone to catching anything and everything from everyone so naturally he now has this cold and is a right nightmare!
I was informed yesterday by my friend Sam that she will be moving up in my area in like 5 weeks time so I am really excited about that, not only will I have a wonderful friend to see and hang out with but also Charlie will have a play buddy to grow up with and hopefully they will be really good friends, I hope so because Logan is a lovely boy who has a lovely mummy.x
I really can not wait for May, it is taking far too long now and it is taking so long because I am excited bout it, I mean Jeez what does it take for a girl to get what she wants around here!
Talking of getting what one wants, I asked Joel like 10 Min's ago to make me a coffee and he said in a minute and he still sat on his back side playing on the xbox! So bleeding annoying hahahahaha.
I Have hurt my wrist on my left hand side too so it is making it mightily difficult to type without hurting my self, Before anyone asks no i have not been "playing" with myself or anyone else, I sleep cuddling up to my doggy teddy and I hold his paw to fall asleep, last night I don't think I moved much which explains why my wrist is very sore and keeps clicking the bones together, hurts like mad, I went to the pound shop today to buy a wrist support and left the shop got the support out and it was miles too big (considering it was a size Medium) so for the first time ever I returned it back to the pound shop and got my £1 back lol, sad I know but I'm absolutely broke and can't afford to be chucking a £1 away.
Will have to go get one tomorrow though as my wrist is really bad and I can not take the pain much more, Joel keeps telling me to take some pain killers but I wont, possibly because on some level the pain makes me feel something!
I would never do anything to purposely hurt my self but if I have pain I'll put up with it for as long as I can as then I know I am alive and not just Living if you know what I mean! I went 3 days with a really bad headache last week and eye strain in my right eye before I took any pain killers hahahaha.x
Charlie is full of cold, he caught it from his cousin Natalie, I needed a baby sitter for an hour and our Shelley was the only person available so she came up with Natalie and obviously due to Charlies weak immune system he is highly prone to catching anything and everything from everyone so naturally he now has this cold and is a right nightmare!
Saturday, 28 January 2012
What to do...........
Today it is a nice peaceful quite day, My little lad is stopping out for the night (yes he is 16 months old) he is at his Grandad Keith's and Auntie Fran's. So I'm having a well deserved rest, He is getting loads better when it comes to his slapping, I say nice hands to him and he strokes my face, he is such a little cutie pie. His paddying is still a bit over the top but I can not help but laugh at his little face the way he screams and stops then screams and stops and so on and so forth lol, he is so funny.
As for getting a house, we were supposed to here Yesterday if we got a house (as a load of new builds have come up for rent) this is the second lot that has come available and for the second time we have been turned down, we are still living in 1 bedroom at a friends house and have been here since the end of October, it is getting bleeding ridiculous now and really need our own home. Joel is phoning the housing people on Monday and telling them how it is, if they still refuse us a house quickly then we are taking it to the MP as we are sick of been messed about, we are in a situation that is certainly not suitable for Joel, Charlie and I and as we are on High Priority on the housing list we should have been given a house by now.
On a happier note, my Canadian friend Amanda has booked her tickets to come over and visit me in May, she will arrive on the 2nd of May and I so can not wait for her to get here, she is a really good friend and I can not wait to meet her, I have known her on the Internet for 9 years and I finally get the chance to meet her.
Any way I am really tired so I think I'll go down for a nap, I know it is only 6pm but I need the sleep.x
Night peeps.x
As for getting a house, we were supposed to here Yesterday if we got a house (as a load of new builds have come up for rent) this is the second lot that has come available and for the second time we have been turned down, we are still living in 1 bedroom at a friends house and have been here since the end of October, it is getting bleeding ridiculous now and really need our own home. Joel is phoning the housing people on Monday and telling them how it is, if they still refuse us a house quickly then we are taking it to the MP as we are sick of been messed about, we are in a situation that is certainly not suitable for Joel, Charlie and I and as we are on High Priority on the housing list we should have been given a house by now.
On a happier note, my Canadian friend Amanda has booked her tickets to come over and visit me in May, she will arrive on the 2nd of May and I so can not wait for her to get here, she is a really good friend and I can not wait to meet her, I have known her on the Internet for 9 years and I finally get the chance to meet her.
Any way I am really tired so I think I'll go down for a nap, I know it is only 6pm but I need the sleep.x
Night peeps.x
Sunday, 22 January 2012
Ho Hum.......
I think I have a thing for depressing my self, I have no idea why I do certain things that I know are going to upset me and make me feel shit and insecure about my relationship with Joel. It seems to me that some people have issues with me and not talk to me personally about them, that is their choice and I will never enforce the issue but at least I now know!
I will never understand why it bothers me so much seeing messages to Joel from other girls from long ago, It don't help matters that Joel openly tells me that he had a "fuck buddy" when he met me and that he has been out with such and such and so on and so forth, which also makes me feel like shit. Not only that he is still extremely good mates with some and even though I know nothing will ever happen I still feel extremely shit cuz these lovely ladies are really good looking.
And as 2 really horrible people once said (behind my back and I quote the following) "she is an ugly fucker with minging teeth, has she never heard of a tooth brush, I'm surprised he is going out with her any way, he must be desperate for a shag if he does THAT! but he probably puts a bag over her head so he don't have to look at it" (quote ends) a few of the other lovely comments made by these horrid people are "cant believe I let her hug me, I had to wash my clothes for a whole week before they came fully clean", "no amount of plastic surgery will ever sort that face out" and "I thought she was a lesbian anyways"!!!!!
I know it is daft to feel this way over it considering he is with me and only me but after everything I have been through (and I know some people feel like my past should not be affecting me still) it bloody hurts me, I have issues about my self and I find it extremely hard to trust people.
It is extremely hard for me to get out of this depression and move on with my life.
If people actually knew every single bit of information about me maybe they would understand why I am the way I am, but I am not ready to discuss certain things in full detail yet, I am not ready for the world to know exactly how "damaged" I am! I have let people in to clips and snips of my past but not the full hogging story!
I hate feeling this insecure and I wish there was a way for me to change but I am who I am and I do not understand why people bother with me if they do not like me for who I am.
I am so upset that this is probably not making the slightest bit of sense but that's they way it is, it is my blog to help me get things out of my head and I can look back at it at a later date to see if I can't solve any issues! or maybe just to have a giggle at some of the things I come out with, who knows!
I just do not understand why some people can be so cruel, the quotes above are from like 2 years ago but looking back at them makes me feel like turd and like I am not worthy of having a wonderful man in my life, I feel like I should free Joel to go on with his life without been tied down to me!
Which brings me to another message I read! (I know I'm a frigging idiot) Joel was e-mailing his "ex fuck buddy" back in November last year and she had said "ain't you getting married" Joel replied "no had to abandon the plans as too skint" in which she replied "ahhhhh" and he replied back with "its fine at least I don't have to pay out a fortune for one day now!", Joel I know you will read this and that FUCKING HURT ME to read that, if you do not want to marry me then don't, just fuck off stringing me along on a pretence that you do wanna fucking marry me!
I have had enough for one night, Good night world.x
I will never understand why it bothers me so much seeing messages to Joel from other girls from long ago, It don't help matters that Joel openly tells me that he had a "fuck buddy" when he met me and that he has been out with such and such and so on and so forth, which also makes me feel like shit. Not only that he is still extremely good mates with some and even though I know nothing will ever happen I still feel extremely shit cuz these lovely ladies are really good looking.
And as 2 really horrible people once said (behind my back and I quote the following) "she is an ugly fucker with minging teeth, has she never heard of a tooth brush, I'm surprised he is going out with her any way, he must be desperate for a shag if he does THAT! but he probably puts a bag over her head so he don't have to look at it" (quote ends) a few of the other lovely comments made by these horrid people are "cant believe I let her hug me, I had to wash my clothes for a whole week before they came fully clean", "no amount of plastic surgery will ever sort that face out" and "I thought she was a lesbian anyways"!!!!!
I know it is daft to feel this way over it considering he is with me and only me but after everything I have been through (and I know some people feel like my past should not be affecting me still) it bloody hurts me, I have issues about my self and I find it extremely hard to trust people.
It is extremely hard for me to get out of this depression and move on with my life.
If people actually knew every single bit of information about me maybe they would understand why I am the way I am, but I am not ready to discuss certain things in full detail yet, I am not ready for the world to know exactly how "damaged" I am! I have let people in to clips and snips of my past but not the full hogging story!
I hate feeling this insecure and I wish there was a way for me to change but I am who I am and I do not understand why people bother with me if they do not like me for who I am.
I am so upset that this is probably not making the slightest bit of sense but that's they way it is, it is my blog to help me get things out of my head and I can look back at it at a later date to see if I can't solve any issues! or maybe just to have a giggle at some of the things I come out with, who knows!
I just do not understand why some people can be so cruel, the quotes above are from like 2 years ago but looking back at them makes me feel like turd and like I am not worthy of having a wonderful man in my life, I feel like I should free Joel to go on with his life without been tied down to me!
Which brings me to another message I read! (I know I'm a frigging idiot) Joel was e-mailing his "ex fuck buddy" back in November last year and she had said "ain't you getting married" Joel replied "no had to abandon the plans as too skint" in which she replied "ahhhhh" and he replied back with "its fine at least I don't have to pay out a fortune for one day now!", Joel I know you will read this and that FUCKING HURT ME to read that, if you do not want to marry me then don't, just fuck off stringing me along on a pretence that you do wanna fucking marry me!
I have had enough for one night, Good night world.x
Aaaarrrgggggghhhhhhhhh
Today has been rather a difficult day, my little man has been a real nightmare, he has been constantly screaming, hitting and playing up big time, I have put him to bed an hour early tonight as he was starting to do my head in, I know this is awful to say as he is only 16 months old but I have just had enough for today.
He went with his Auntie Fran for a few hours today as his Grandad has just got back from Australia from a 3 and a half week holiday so she took Charlie with her to pick Keith up from the airport, Charlie apparently created badly with her too so it made me all the more annoyed and to top it off he didn't eat any breakfast or dinner but thankfully ate plenty of tea.
He created so bad with getting dressed this morning to having his bum changed through out the day and getting in to his PJ's this evening, So much creation has created in him getting a tap on the legs from Auntie Fran as Charlie persisted on kicking her all the time.
I can not wait for him to get of this temper tantrum stage as it is driving me mad and I have had enough, people keep telling me to ignore him and keep calm when he gets like that but any mother will know that this is rather difficult to do. I do try my best to ignore him but it makes me hurt inside to listen to him scream the way he does and also makes me mad that he screams so badly when no one has done anything to make him scream!
I hope tomorrow will be a better day regarding Charlie!
On an other note Charlie appeared in Pick Me Up magazine a while back and won the sleeping cuties competition, I'm happy to report after many emails of complaints to them I finally received the prize money of £50 in form of a cheque last week so I will be cashing that in on Monday so I am happy about that.
I went to see my mate yesterday, she is having a lot of bad luck at the minute with really bad tooth ache and been disrespected in her own home by her Fiance (which I'm ashamed to admit that he is my brother on occasion). I wish things would go right for her for once so that she can get back to her old happy self as it is rather depressing and upsetting to see her this way.
I can not wait to get my own home as I am sick of living with a house full of people and having to clean up all the disgusting things I keep finding, it is not my responsibility to be doing such jobs and I resent doing it. I am extremely grateful to be given a roof over my head, Chris has been a fantastic friend to us by putting us up and giving up his bedroom for us, he has put him self out so much for us so I don't like to grumble but I only have 1 son not 4. Also when it concerns my son it should be my responsibility to deal with him how I see fit but I don't even have that option.
I hope we have a bit of good luck in the near future when it concerns getting reholmed because I really am at the end of my tether with all of this, I feel like I am going back in to depression and I certainly do not want to go there as it took me a hell of a lot of effort trying to get out of it, I still struggle from time to time with my depression and I take it out on Joel, I am so flipping lucky to have such a sexy, wonderful, caring man in my life that supports me and understands my struggles with my self and my struggles that I seem to be developing regarding raising Charlie correctly. I really do not know what I would do with out Joel, he is my rock and my world.
I think I'll leave now and stop boring you all with my nonsense rambling!
He went with his Auntie Fran for a few hours today as his Grandad has just got back from Australia from a 3 and a half week holiday so she took Charlie with her to pick Keith up from the airport, Charlie apparently created badly with her too so it made me all the more annoyed and to top it off he didn't eat any breakfast or dinner but thankfully ate plenty of tea.
He created so bad with getting dressed this morning to having his bum changed through out the day and getting in to his PJ's this evening, So much creation has created in him getting a tap on the legs from Auntie Fran as Charlie persisted on kicking her all the time.
I can not wait for him to get of this temper tantrum stage as it is driving me mad and I have had enough, people keep telling me to ignore him and keep calm when he gets like that but any mother will know that this is rather difficult to do. I do try my best to ignore him but it makes me hurt inside to listen to him scream the way he does and also makes me mad that he screams so badly when no one has done anything to make him scream!
I hope tomorrow will be a better day regarding Charlie!
On an other note Charlie appeared in Pick Me Up magazine a while back and won the sleeping cuties competition, I'm happy to report after many emails of complaints to them I finally received the prize money of £50 in form of a cheque last week so I will be cashing that in on Monday so I am happy about that.
I went to see my mate yesterday, she is having a lot of bad luck at the minute with really bad tooth ache and been disrespected in her own home by her Fiance (which I'm ashamed to admit that he is my brother on occasion). I wish things would go right for her for once so that she can get back to her old happy self as it is rather depressing and upsetting to see her this way.
I can not wait to get my own home as I am sick of living with a house full of people and having to clean up all the disgusting things I keep finding, it is not my responsibility to be doing such jobs and I resent doing it. I am extremely grateful to be given a roof over my head, Chris has been a fantastic friend to us by putting us up and giving up his bedroom for us, he has put him self out so much for us so I don't like to grumble but I only have 1 son not 4. Also when it concerns my son it should be my responsibility to deal with him how I see fit but I don't even have that option.
I hope we have a bit of good luck in the near future when it concerns getting reholmed because I really am at the end of my tether with all of this, I feel like I am going back in to depression and I certainly do not want to go there as it took me a hell of a lot of effort trying to get out of it, I still struggle from time to time with my depression and I take it out on Joel, I am so flipping lucky to have such a sexy, wonderful, caring man in my life that supports me and understands my struggles with my self and my struggles that I seem to be developing regarding raising Charlie correctly. I really do not know what I would do with out Joel, he is my rock and my world.
I think I'll leave now and stop boring you all with my nonsense rambling!
Thursday, 19 January 2012
Its Funny....
I think it is highly interesting at what actually goes on in and around our world, some people take this world and life for granted and do not take the time to appreciate the quality's that the Earth holds for us and all the things around the Earth too, looking up at the sky on a clear dark night always gets me, I have spent so much time this last 2 weeks when out for a cig looking at the sky and I noticed on 3 of the nights this cluster of stars, I was really fascinated by it as I have never seen stars so close together before.
On the note of the whole universe though, it all does scare me a little bit as I read an article about how when stars die they leave a black hole, firstly I never knew stars could die and secondly if they leave a black hole would that mean that eventually if enough stars died and created a HUGE black hole would that then suck in our Earth and destroy us or suck in any other planets.
Another one of my fascinations is lost city's, I read a story in Pick Me Up mag once about this woman who found a Church under her house, the church was not all there any more but it had more than 65% of the walls still there and a few windows, I was gob smacked, I bet if we dug deep enough we could find all sorts buried from like millions and millions of years ago.
I often hear the most unusual story's ever and have literally just come across another (via my wonderful Canadian Friend Amanda) basically people are saying Aliens exist, personally I have always taken the view that just because you can't see it don't mean it don't exist! so watch this 15 minute video clip on U Tube and tell me what you make of it as I am interested to hear other peoples thoughts on this subject ..............
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZ2ZcmMxehk&noredirect=1
just copy and paste this in to your task bar at the top and watch away its a little freaky lol.x
On the note of the whole universe though, it all does scare me a little bit as I read an article about how when stars die they leave a black hole, firstly I never knew stars could die and secondly if they leave a black hole would that mean that eventually if enough stars died and created a HUGE black hole would that then suck in our Earth and destroy us or suck in any other planets.
Another one of my fascinations is lost city's, I read a story in Pick Me Up mag once about this woman who found a Church under her house, the church was not all there any more but it had more than 65% of the walls still there and a few windows, I was gob smacked, I bet if we dug deep enough we could find all sorts buried from like millions and millions of years ago.
I often hear the most unusual story's ever and have literally just come across another (via my wonderful Canadian Friend Amanda) basically people are saying Aliens exist, personally I have always taken the view that just because you can't see it don't mean it don't exist! so watch this 15 minute video clip on U Tube and tell me what you make of it as I am interested to hear other peoples thoughts on this subject ..............
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZ2ZcmMxehk&noredirect=1
just copy and paste this in to your task bar at the top and watch away its a little freaky lol.x
Random Thoughts.......
I often find my self having too much time on my hands, I therefore end up having random thoughts occur in my mind.
Take today for instance, this afternoon I was wondering aloud to Joel about what happens to bees and wasps in the winter seasons, I for one do not think they die during the winter due to having a huge chuffing beast of a wasp in the house just a few days ago, were as Joel thinks they die and only the queen bee / wasp lives through?
Also I was just stood out side having a cig and watching the sky (while noting that it was half past 4pm and I had seen 2 stars in the sky) the clouds are moving perticularyly fast and having remembering a previous statement made by Joel about how fast the Earth moves it occured to me that we are basically on a huge roundabout! It supprises me that we dunt all have mass dizzy spells, the kind you get when you do actually go on a round about and you go that fast that you feel light headed, sick, dizzy or what ever. I wonder why that is?
I have recently been extreamly curious about our universe, what is out there? how far does it expand? What is going on past our Ozone Layer?
It has been noted that there are other planets out side our Ozone, I read an article online recently that there is thought to be another Earth out there with a sun close by like ours and if this is actually the case then in theory there is living people on the planet and living things just like we have.
I feel a little disappointed that if this article is correct and they do find out that there is actually another planet just like ours, that we are never ever gunna know what actually lives there and if there is people on that planet like us we are never actually going to be able to meet them. All this of course is due t how many million light years away this planet is!
Well this was actually ment to be a quick short post that got me rambling too much so I do apologise lol, if anyone else has any weird and wonderful thoughts of the day they would like to share please comment below as I would love to know what other people think about.x
God Bless All.x
Take today for instance, this afternoon I was wondering aloud to Joel about what happens to bees and wasps in the winter seasons, I for one do not think they die during the winter due to having a huge chuffing beast of a wasp in the house just a few days ago, were as Joel thinks they die and only the queen bee / wasp lives through?
Also I was just stood out side having a cig and watching the sky (while noting that it was half past 4pm and I had seen 2 stars in the sky) the clouds are moving perticularyly fast and having remembering a previous statement made by Joel about how fast the Earth moves it occured to me that we are basically on a huge roundabout! It supprises me that we dunt all have mass dizzy spells, the kind you get when you do actually go on a round about and you go that fast that you feel light headed, sick, dizzy or what ever. I wonder why that is?
I have recently been extreamly curious about our universe, what is out there? how far does it expand? What is going on past our Ozone Layer?
It has been noted that there are other planets out side our Ozone, I read an article online recently that there is thought to be another Earth out there with a sun close by like ours and if this is actually the case then in theory there is living people on the planet and living things just like we have.
I feel a little disappointed that if this article is correct and they do find out that there is actually another planet just like ours, that we are never ever gunna know what actually lives there and if there is people on that planet like us we are never actually going to be able to meet them. All this of course is due t how many million light years away this planet is!
Well this was actually ment to be a quick short post that got me rambling too much so I do apologise lol, if anyone else has any weird and wonderful thoughts of the day they would like to share please comment below as I would love to know what other people think about.x
God Bless All.x
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